Shadows and regrets - Yellowcard..


I'm back, back in town, and everything has changed.
I feel, feel let down, the faces stay the same.
I see, see shadows, of who we used to be.
When I drive, drive so slow, through this memory.
When we were only kids, and we were best of friends,
and we hoped for the best, and let go of the rest.
I heard, heard myself say things I take back.
If I could, could re-tell and make these stories last.
I see, see shadows of who we'll always be.
When I drive, drive these roads that made our memories.
When we were only kids, and we were best of friends,
and we hoped for the best, and let go of the rest.
The shadows and regrets, let go of the rest.
Everything has changed,
(everything has changed)
the faces stay the same
(faces stay the same)
Everything has changed,
(everything has changed)
the faces stay the same
When we were only kids, and our time couldn't end,
and how tall did we stand, with the world in our hands.
And we were only kids, and we were best of friends,
and we hoped for the best, and let go of the rest.
The shadows and regrets, let go of the rest.
The shadows and regrets, let go of the rest.


haiss this song.. really touched me emotionally after what happened..
Kinda reminds me of those good times spent last time..
haiss..
this song brings back the memories of those days, which is close enough ..
Those times were too happy that you will remember it forever..
Ive learned that life is very sad but there is always a way out of the sad and get into the happy times..
I've changed for the better..
This actually taught me that.. I shouldn't be giving up life to easily.
I still have friends out there that do care for me..


I'll be gone...
dun miss me kay (:

haiss.. There goes my dreams of performing in school one day.. BYEBYE OFFBEATZ! Sadly our keyboardist.. has to withdraw.. I don't know why. Yea But i do understand life's kinda busy.. If we lose one band mate. It's the end of the band. It's like for example you want to make maggi.. then you don't have the seasoning. It isn't the same right! same thing la. No keyboardist.. No band.. I wonder where else we can find keyboardist.. hais whatever la.. See la another problem.. waa my life ah. T.T .. haiss. Offbeatz is a really nice name..


BYEBYE OFFBEATZ )':
>:[

2009, has really not been a good year for me so far.. Full of pain and sorrows D:
Of course.. I emo-ed. From the start of the year till now, things hadnt been going as how I wanted it to be. There's been countless of problems. For those who knew them.. Good for you.. haiss.. I really hate my life sometimes.. But of course..there are some people who cheer me up.. tell me not to emo.. thank you (: You guys must be wandering why i emo so muchh. But its true! YES I do have many problems. IT's truee ): I cant be happy that much anymore.. haiss. So many problems.. relationship, friends family..
But the one that hurts me the most.. is of course relationship problem. I'm letting you go. You should be happy (: I hope you are.. I will never forget you.. AND im sorry.. sorry to her because.. of alot of things I have done.. Hope you forgive me. AND most importantly, I am also very sorry to those that I have been disturbing so manytimes ( you know who you are, and i hope you are reading this) because of me having relationship conflicts..I tend to let out my feelings on you guys.. and worst tend to talk to you guys alot (irritate..) IM SORRY if you guys are angry at me. Some people just do not know what the hell I am going through now.. and If not for you guys.. I dunno who else to talk to. IM really SORRY for being such an idiot,irritating you guys.. hope you are reading this. I wont be talking/disturbing you anymore. I will get over what has happened in the relationship. and thank you in anyway. Sometimes I just believe that letting go is best. And letting go is not forgetting.. but remembering..
Sorry guys. I really am.

I hvae been negleting my blog alot siaa.. From now on maybe I'll make sure a post everyday :D. If i have something to talk about la. Not many happenings lately. Alot birthdayss.. alot of money wasted on some people. They should know who.. I hope you like the presents :D someone still owes me icecream D: hmms.. im really sick right now. 4 days mc yo. So I wont be seeing you guys on monday unless i get well by then of course..

well, life sucks. I think being emo has taken over my life.. why am I so sensitive T.T
and why must you do this to me ..
leave me alone ):













when I'm not with you,
nothing feels right..
Sometimes, you just make me feel like giving up..
You mean alot to me..
I really want you to knoww..
Maybe it's best just letting this feeling go..