2009, has really not been a good year for me so far.. Full of pain and sorrows D:
Of course.. I emo-ed. From the start of the year till now, things hadnt been going as how I wanted it to be. There's been countless of problems. For those who knew them.. Good for you.. haiss.. I really hate my life sometimes.. But of course..there are some people who cheer me up.. tell me not to emo.. thank you (: You guys must be wandering why i emo so muchh. But its true! YES I do have many problems. IT's truee ): I cant be happy that much anymore.. haiss. So many problems.. relationship, friends family..
But the one that hurts me the most.. is of course relationship problem. I'm letting you go. You should be happy (: I hope you are.. I will never forget you.. AND im sorry.. sorry to her because.. of alot of things I have done.. Hope you forgive me. AND most importantly, I am also very sorry to those that I have been disturbing so manytimes ( you know who you are, and i hope you are reading this) because of me having relationship conflicts..I tend to let out my feelings on you guys.. and worst tend to talk to you guys alot (irritate..) IM SORRY if you guys are angry at me. Some people just do not know what the hell I am going through now.. and If not for you guys.. I dunno who else to talk to. IM really SORRY for being such an idiot,irritating you guys.. hope you are reading this. I wont be talking/disturbing you anymore. I will get over what has happened in the relationship. and thank you in anyway. Sometimes I just believe that letting go is best. And letting go is not forgetting.. but remembering..
Sorry guys. I really am.